OBS Chapter 371 is worthless.
Chapter 371 is worthless.
Should she do this?
How could she become like this if she didn't have a loving family?
She is not a bad person by nature. She was once simple and kind, but she was not rewarded.
That night, the wind was strong and thunder was loud, but she did not have a fever because of catching a cold.
Maybe she was not destined to die, or maybe she was just too cheap to die.
At that moment, she wished she could just die and end this life that should have ended long ago.
Li Zhan returned to his room, but instead of taking a shower as usual, he walked into the study, opened the drawer, and took out his childhood photos.
It had been safe here before, with only him, but now it seemed not to be.
When he thought of Su Ningyue, he began to hate her.
He had never felt anything for her before, not even the slightest bit of emotion, and he had already said that he didn't like her.
But the moment he found her, his emotions still fluctuated.
He hadn't felt this way in a long time, it was the feeling of his heart beating, and he didn't like it.
This feeling appeared when I encountered childhood, but it is gone now.
Even the childhood he thought he loved didn't stir up those feelings anymore.
He is heartless and born cold-blooded.
He felt as if he had some warmth for this woman who should have died long ago.
This is how she deserves. I was too kind to her before.
Li Zhan unbuttoned his collar, feeling icy cold, and his eyes were fixed ahead, towards her room.
It was storming outside and she was shivering in the storage room. Li Zhan turned around and went back to her bedroom and closed the door.
A person can be cruel in many ways, and his way of being cruel is actually not that cruel.
He could have easily taken her life instead of locking her up in that room to shelter her from the wind and rain.
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In the middle of the night, the door was opened and Su Ningyue vaguely felt someone coming in.
Before she could see clearly, the man was approaching her.
who is it?
Just by the smell on his body, one could tell that Su Ningyue was sitting naked in a cardboard box.
The faint light revealed that her face was pale as she looked down upon him, her whole body steaming with heat.
.......
He was very warm, and that kind of warmth was exactly what she lacked.
After a bloody storm, she was no longer cold, but sweating profusely.
Li Zhan put on his clothes and turned to leave. It was like this every time, he never even looked at her twice.
She is like a tool. The more I loved her then, the more I hate her now.
Her tears did not flow down, but flowed into her heart.
Besides this, what else is there between them?
Her efforts earned her clean clothes and a breakfast, but she was still locked in the storage room, like a prisoner with no right to go out.
Yes, she once had the chance and lived a good life, with good food and drinks, but she couldn't stand it.
So she is cheap, and a bitch should be destined to be a bitch.
She is trash and a bug but she is trying to find love, but who will love her because she really doesn't deserve it.
In this room with no windows, no sunlight, and no temperature, Su Ningyue was waiting for torture again and again.
She still couldn't escape the same fate, she just changed her room.
is it hard?
This feeling is worse than death.
He would come to her room in the middle of the night and torture her until dawn, until she passed out.
Li Zhan doesn't love her, but he just can't give her up.
In fact, he was struggling, otherwise he wouldn't have lasted until midnight.
He is always struggling, but reason is always defeated.
She was like a poison, and he was bewitched.
In fact, he also hated this feeling. He clearly didn't love her but he couldn't control himself.
So, he wanted to torture her and make her life worse than death.
But with every torture, his coldness melted a little, because he was the same kind as her.
Seeing her lying there limply, he might have been moved.
There was no bed, it was cold and damp, and he opened the door at the end of the day, but still without saying a word to her.
The next day, Su Ningyue found that there was light and the door was open.
She walked to the door carefully. Perhaps because she hadn't seen the light for a long time, she found it a little dazzling.
Her complexion was not good and she hadn't seen the light of day for a long time.
The servant came over:
"The meal is ready in the dining room."
In a restaurant?
She didn't even dare to go out of the door. She looked around carefully:
"What about him?"
Everyone knew what she said, and the servants didn't dare to say more:
"The boss isn't here. He said you can go back to your room."
Go back to your room?
There is no difference except comfort.
But even so, it was obtained at the cost of her suffering, so it was not easy to come by.
Su Ningyue walked out of that door and looked back as if she didn't feel anything.
People are forgetful, and the more painful things are, the faster they are forgotten.
She returned to her room. The distance from hell to heaven was actually the distance from the storage room to this guest room.
As much as she had wanted to escape before, she longed to do so now.
People change, and only after experiencing torture did she understand what it meant to "be content with one's lot."
If it weren't for her greed and her attempt to change her fate, maybe she would be living in that rental house now, tight but comfortable.
If she hadn't had thoughts that she shouldn't have, she wouldn't have framed Gu Jinyan and caused everything to get out of control.
In fact, it all comes down to one word: "greed", but most people still don't understand it.
Opening her unique dressing room, it is filled with luxury items, various big brands and jewelry symbolizing her status.
It was as if wearing them could cover up the inferiority in her, and she was the one who had no chance to enjoy them.
That's why she feels that these things cannot bring happiness.
So what does she want?
She doesn't deserve the word "love".
Su Ningyue picked out the most beautiful suit and then sat at the dressing table to put on exquisite makeup.
Wearing those decorations, it feels like going back to the past.
If she had the choice again, she might not get close to Gu Jinyan.
Those beautiful roses actually have thorns, and you will be hurt if you touch them.
When Li Zhan came back, she was standing at the door as usual.
As soon as he came in and saw her, Li Zhan paused, but it only lasted for a few seconds.
She doesn’t seem the same person now as she was last night, so what is he obsessed with?
Li Zhan took off his coat and handed it to her, and she took it naturally.
It seems that she has found her place, and only in this way can she stay here intact.
During the meal, she did not leave, but just sat at the table by herself.
Li Zhan raised his eyes and glanced at him, but ignored him.
Just make the best of it. Since you can't escape from his control, you can only get used to it.
She wanted to live, so she lived well.
As expected of a trash, she has a strong ability to adapt. The bottom line and principles she thought of seemed to be just a flash in the pan.
Li Zhan looked down on her, and even she looked down on herself.
She tried to clear herself, but it was no use.
Reality slapped her in the face, making her realize that she was worthless in the face of absolute authority.