Quick Transmigration: The Beautiful Host Wants to Have Both Love and Career

Chapter 121 The Love and Career of the Beautiful Ghost Hunter 37

Li Qinglan lowered her eyes slightly and said in a calm tone:

"You get some rest, I'm leaving."

Having said that, he turned to leave.

Upon seeing this, Luan Shayuan quickly grabbed the person.

His eyes were filled with panic and unease, and his voice trembled slightly.

"Qinglan, are you...are you angry?"

"Does he still hate me?"

As he spoke, he nervously watched Li Qinglan's expression.

The hand that was holding Li Qinglan didn't exert any force, as if afraid that if it did, it would hurt the person in front of it.

He was filled with trepidation, unsure of Li Qinglan's true feelings for him.

He was afraid that Li Qinglan would be angry, and even more afraid that Li Qinglan would hate him.

He knew that his actions might have caused Li Qinglan great distress and pain, but he really had no other choice at the time.

He just didn't want to lose Li Qinglan, didn't want to watch him leave him forever.

At this moment, Luan Shayuan was like a child who had done something wrong, cautiously waiting for Li Qinglan's response, his heart filled with guilt and remorse.

Li Qinglan slightly raised her head, her eyes revealing complex emotions, and slowly said:

"When I came to my senses, I felt like I had been abandoned by the whole world."

My heart and eyes are filled with endless anger and despair. I loathe and hate the person who turned me into a monster.

I'm already dead, why won't you let me go?

Why trap me in this ever-changing world?

I struggled in darkness, suffered in agony, and my hatred for that person burned like an unquenchable fire.

Upon hearing these words, Luan Shayuan unconsciously loosened his grip, as if struck by an invisible force.

He felt as if he had fallen into an ice cave, chilled to the bone.

He never imagined that his actions would cause Li Qinglan such immense pain.

Li Qinglan continued:

"I even thought about taking that person down with me."

I feel that only in this way can I be freed and end this endless pain and torment.

I plotted in the darkness, my heart filled only with hatred and rage.

Luan Shayuan closed his eyes, awaiting his final judgment.

He knew that he had committed an unforgivable sin.

Li Qinglan was silent for a moment, then continued:

"But today, someone told me that the person fought his way out of hell for me, suffering daily fire and almost losing his soul."

At that moment, my heart skipped a beat.

I never imagined that person would do so much for me.

I no longer know how to face him.

My heart is filled with contradictions and confusion, with hate and love intertwined, leaving me unable to make a choice.

I don't know how to forgive him, nor how to continue facing him.

Li Qinglan lowered her eyes slightly, sighed softly, and said again:

"Luan Shayuan, do you know how shocked and bewildered I was when I learned all this?"

The hatred that had once been there seemed to lose its power at that moment, replaced by a complex emotion that was hard to describe.

I wonder just how persistent you must be to go to such lengths for me.

I wandered in this chaotic world, thinking I had been abandoned by fate, but I never imagined you would protect me in such a tragic way.

Luan Shayuan slowly opened his eyes, his gaze filled with pain and guilt, and said in a hoarse voice:

"Qinglan, I know I was terribly wrong."

I shouldn't have been so selfish as to trap you in this state, but at that time I really couldn't bear the pain of losing you.

I'm struggling, every minute and every second is torture, just so I can see you again.

I never intended to hurt you; it's just that my love was too intense, and it made me lose my mind.

Li Qinglan raised her head, looking at Luan Shayuan with a hint of helplessness in her eyes:

"Have you ever considered how I feel?"

You have forcibly kept me in this world, unable to reincarnate or find liberation.

I used to hate you to the core, but now, I don't know how to face this heavy love.

Luan Shayuan gripped Li Qinglan's hand tightly and said urgently:

"Qinglan, give me a chance to make up for my mistakes."

I will find a way to free you from this torment.

I'd give anything for your forgiveness.

Li Qinglan gently withdrew her hand. In that instant, Luan Shayuan felt a void in his heart, as if something precious was gradually slipping away.

Li Qinglan remained silent for a long time, the air seemed to freeze, and the oppressive atmosphere made Luan Shayuan's heart clench tightly.

Finally, Li Qinglan slowly spoke:

"Luan Shayuan, I don't know if we can go back to the way things were before."

Those beautiful times from the past now seem like fragile dreams.

Over these long years, I have experienced too much pain and struggle; the wound in my heart seems difficult to heal easily.

He paused slightly, a complex emotion flickering in his eyes, and then continued:

"But I will remember your efforts."

I've seen your madness, your persistence, and your recklessness.

I cannot ignore those days of fighting my way out of hell, those days of torment from being burned alive.

I know you truly love me, love me to the core, love me to the point of being willing to pay any price.

At this point, Li Qinglan's eyes hardened.

"As for the future, you'll have to compensate me."

I don't want to live in the shadow of the past anymore, and I don't want to be bound by hatred and pain anymore.

I want you to spend the rest of your life making amends for your past mistakes.

I want you to accompany me through every sunrise and sunset, and to witness the world's splendor and vicissitudes with me.

I want you to use your love to warm my heart, which has grown cold.

Upon hearing Li Qinglan's request, Luan Shayuan was slightly taken aback, as if he couldn't believe his ears.

A hint of surprise flashed in his eyes, mixed with deep guilt and self-reproach.

Then, his eyes gradually reddened, and an indescribable emotion welled up in his heart.

His lips trembled, and his voice was hoarse as he spoke:

"Qinglan, I... I will definitely make it up to you."

I will do everything in my power to make up for my mistakes and spend the rest of my life protecting you.

I will make you feel happiness again, and I will free you from all pain.

Luan Shayuan held Li Qinglan's hand tightly, as if afraid that if he let go, he would lose Li Qinglan again.

His eyes were filled with determination and resolve, as if he were making a solemn vow to Li Qinglan.

"From this moment on, I will live for you."

I will try my best to help you forget the pain of the past and lead you to a brand new future.

No matter what difficulties we encounter, I will never let go of your hand again.

Although Luan Shayuan's voice was not loud, it was full of power.

He lowered his head and gently kissed the back of Li Qinglan's hand, tears silently streaming down his face.

"Qinglan, believe me, I will make you happy."

He raised his head, looking at Li Qinglan with expectant eyes, waiting for his response.

Seeing Luan Shayuan's appearance, Li Qinglan's heart stirred slightly.

He sighed softly and said, "Okay."

Luan Shayuan nodded hurriedly, like a devout believer.

"I will definitely not let you down, Qinglan."

I will prove my determination with my actions.

……

Yun Suisi narrowed his eyes slightly, pondered for a moment, and then replied, "No."

For Li Qinglan, Luan Shayuan was her salvation.

You see, Li Qinglan comes from a prestigious family. Young noblemen raised in such families are often delicate and sensitive.

They grow up in privileged environments and seem to have everything, yet they are also the most prone to feeling lonely and lost.

The appearance of Luan Shayuan was like a ray of light shining into Li Qinglan's world.