The Emperor was kissed by the Regent and cried again

Chapter 352 Qin Yejue, are you an inferior puppy?

"But let me make it clear in advance, I can't guarantee the taste and appearance."

Shen Jingli's eyes were sharp: "But! It will definitely not be hard to swallow!"

She patted her chest confidently and said with certainty, "In short, I will definitely do better every year. Qin Yejue, I will take care of your birthday cake from now on."

……

Suddenly, their eyes met. Qin Yejue looked at Shen Jingli's clear and lively eyes and subconsciously avoided them.

How could my sweetheart be so warm and wonderful? Shen Jingli always has an optimistic and tenacious spirit to climb up.

It was quite different from the dark monster that he was.

Qin Yejue's eyes were dark, like a deep pool, and there was an indescribable darkness flashing in his eyes.

Sure enough, when love reaches its extreme, people will feel inferior.

……

Qin Yejue struggled in his heart, and finally, with a serious expression, he spoke out the source of his inferiority deep in his heart.

"Li'er, Ying Wuyou is right. I was indeed nourished by venom when I grew up. After I was born, the toxin spread throughout my body."

"When my body is cold enough, I will take Yuan Jie Dan to suppress the cold. One of the ingredients in this medicine is... a drop of blood from the ten-legged poisonous scorpion."

Having said this, Qin Yejue's expression became gloomy and complicated, with a look of loneliness between his brows.

……

His throat tightened, and he continued in a hoarse voice: "The poisonous scorpion that stung Ying Wuyou gave rise to the ten-legged poisonous insect. Before you helped me detoxify, I mainly relied on Yuanjie Pills to suppress the cold. The blood of the ten-legged poisonous scorpion is an indispensable medicine for making Yuanjie Pills."

After he finished speaking, most of the color on Qin Yejue's face faded away. He lowered his eyes, feeling ashamed of himself.

"I am a monster... I am very dirty..."

"I'm sorry, I never asked if you wanted to when I kissed you before."

Qin Yejue revealed his entire past, these unbearable old stories that he had wanted to hide from Shen Jingli for the rest of his life.

But the more he got to know Shen Jingli, the more guilty he felt.

How can a dark monster be worthy of a dazzling star? !

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After hearing this, Shen Jingli's heart was filled with distress: "Why didn't you tell me these things earlier?"

Qin Yejue hid his miserable past in his heart, and he himself was unable to digest the emotions that had been suppressed for a long time. Over time, he became paranoid and inferior...

It was obviously not Qin Yejue's fault, but he still brainwashed himself over and over again and silently believed that he was a dirty monster.

Shen Jingli's eyes flashed slightly. If she had known Qin Yejue's tragic experience earlier, she would have done her best to comfort him.

People with low self-esteem usually have a low sense of worthiness, and they don't want their loved ones to hesitate in the fog and dare not embrace the future.

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Qin Yejue's throat was dry and his eyes were dead silent: "Li'er, if you... want to stay away from me, I am willing to let you go. This time, I will not force you again."

"The warmth you gave me is enough..."

After saying that, he hesitated for a moment and asked cautiously, "Can I... make one last excessive request?"

"Eh? Qin Yejue, do you know what you are talking about!?"

Shen Jingli put his hand on Qin Yejue's forehead, seriously suspecting that he had a fever... and was confused because of the fever.

The possessive Qin Yejue actually said the word "let go" and let her choose for herself! ? !

This is not Qin Yejue's style of doing things. He has always been competitive and grabbing!

……

After confirming that Qin Yejue's temperature was normal, Shen Jingli put her hand down. She was confused and frowned slightly.

Qin Yejue doesn’t have a fever... Why is he talking nonsense? They are really in the passionate period of love now, and they have just experienced life and death.

Let go of what?!

Can't let go at all!!

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Qin Yejue: "Of course I know what I'm talking about, Li'er, tonight... I want to hold you to sleep for the last time, don't worry, I will never do anything excessive!"

"Just holding you quietly is enough."

"What are you doing? You? Me! You!" Shen Jingli was so anxious that he was incoherent.

She got hot-headed and bit Qin Yejue's Adam's apple angrily. Then, Shen Jingli lay on Qin Yejue's shoulder.

Whispering softly in his ear: "Silly boy, you never get a sad script."

Qin Yejue naturally didn't understand what Shen Jingli meant, but... the moment he was bitten, he felt numb all over and his body was extremely tense.

After finally convincing himself to reveal his past, he tried his best to restrain his primitive impulse and rationally handed the initiative back to his beloved woman.

As a result, Shen Jingli suddenly bit him like this and snuggled in his arms. Qin Yejue had already been itching to do so, and the blood in his body was boiling wildly.

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If he was bitten twice more, there was no guarantee that he would not change his mind. He held Shen Jingli's shoulders and said with a rolling sound: "Li'er... stop making trouble."

Shen Jingli looked at Qin Yejue's Adam's apple sliding up and down, puzzled. He was clearly moved, why did he suppress his true emotions? !

She stroked Qin Yejue's Adam's apple with her fingertips and asked in confusion, "Why do you think...I will leave you?"

They both loved each other, so why add to their sadness? It was not easy for the two of them to get to this point, so she would not give up easily.

Shen Jingli increased the strength of his hands and played with someone's Adam's apple as if he was deliberately punishing them.

Qin Yejue's breathing became disordered due to the touching. He couldn't stand the teasing, and his self-control was poor to begin with, so his entire earlobe had already turned red.

He grabbed Shen Jingli's restless hand, and his tone of voice was a little unstable.

"Li'er, you once said... that the ten-legged poisonous insects are disgusting. Doesn't that mean... that you also think I'm disgusting."

"Huh? I said this?" Shen Jingli was stunned for a few seconds. He had no recollection of having said such a thing.

Little did she know that the speaker might not mean it but the listener might take it to heart, and a casual remark from her became a thorn in Qin Yejue's heart.

He said, "Twice! Li'er said it twice, once when she was assassinated outside the palace, and once in Longxiao Palace."

[Ahem, you guys in front of the screen must have forgotten, they are in Chapter 19 and Chapter 105 respectively]

Qin Yejue remembered all of this clearly. It was precisely because Shen Jingli had said that the ten-legged poisonous insects were disgusting that he had tried so hard to conceal the past.

"????"

Shen Jingli's expression froze and she fell into a brief silence. She blinked and began to recall her memories.

Did you really say that?!

And you said it twice! ?

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Seeing that Shen Jingli still couldn't remember, Qin Yejue continued: "Li'er, I have eaten a lot of Yuanjie Pills before."

"I once thought that as long as I killed Ying Wuyou, I could erase that unbearable past. Then, you wouldn't... dislike me anymore."

"So, I was afraid that Ying Wuyou would meet you."

Hearing this, Shen Jingli roughly understood Qin Yejue's inner concerns. Now, he was like an inferior puppy.

Shen Jingli held up Qin Yejue's face and said seriously, "What's wrong with that? Why do I dislike it?"

She moved her face closer and kissed Qin Yejue gently on the lips, "I like it very much."